Friday, March 30, 2012

See the beauty in small things

Air - Cherry blossom girl 
 






Kõik on nii ilus, ma ei suuda enam tänaval normaalselt käia, pidevalt jään kellegi aeda imetlema, kõik need nartsissid, tulbid, hüatsindid, sinililled, õitsvad puud ja põõsad... see kõik teeb nii kirjeldamatult rõõmsaks ja rahulikuks. Nii zen on olla. 
Täna oli äratus kell 6.45. Keerasin äratuskella 8.30 peale, keerasin teise külje... ning vedasin end ikka voodist välja ja spinningusse. Vahel lihtsalt peab endas selle tahtejõu kokku koguma ja end tegudeks sundima. Absoluutselt ei kahetse oma otsust, trennile järgnenud tunne oli suurepärane. Ja hiljem kahtlesin, kas minna filosoofia loengusse ka - taaskord võtsin end kokku ja, olgugi et suure hilinemisega, jõudsin loengusse. Nüüd saan puhta südametunnistusega nädalast kevadvaheaega nautida. 
Pole aimugi, mida peale õppimise teha tegelikult. Kõik on koju sõitnud, paar üksikut on vaid siia jäänud, lisaks sain eksamite ajad teada, nii et... ilmselgelt tuleb aega kasulikult ära kasutada. Homme/ülehomme peaks osad väikselt reisult tagasi tulema, siis saab ehk veidike nalja.

Everything is so pretty, I can't even walk on the streets anymore without stopping and just gasping at how wonderful everyones gardens look like! All of these flowers and blossoms make me so happy and calm. Feeling so zen all in all.
My alarm went off at 6.45 a.m. today. At first I wanted to ignore it and set it for 8.30 a.m., switched my side, closed my eyes for some more sleep... and then I still got out of the bed and went to early-morning spinning class. Sometimes you gotta do things which seem so out of place on that moment. But it was so worth it, that feeling afterwards! Then I had doubts whether I should go to philosophy lecture - but I shook this silly thought of skipping out of my head and altough I was horribly late, I still went there. Now I can greet a week-long springbreak guiltfree.
Actually, I have no idea what to do here except for studying. I mean, everyone else went home, so only a few stayed in town and they finally sent out our exam schedules, so... guess I just have to make the most out of this spare time. 
Some people are gonna return from a trip tomorrow/day after, so maybe we're still gonna do something fun.

2 comments

Kerti said...

Teed kadedaks mind, ma istun lume keskel :N so unfair

K. said...

Lumi on ka hea :D Mine suusata/kelguta, kuniks võimalik :D

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